~ dream diary ~
> 100524: i'm doing a conservation project at my school.
> 290424: i'm in love with hannibal lecter and he kills one of my friends or puts her in hospital or something. he is going to take me away on his motorbike. i have to write an article on my old macbook - i take it underwater at school in the pool and have to carry it slowly across. i'm having science class with my old teacher - he is teaching chemistry and the noets are across an old greek building. i tell him how much i hate chemistry and how it is stupid, then we have some sort of competition where our siblings make chocolate cakes? then i am playing the final level of a platformer shooting game. there is a bit where you go inside the game and get a real prize.
> 220424: assisting my friend in vet surgery - we did the surgery on a little bandicoott which turned out to be my youngest sister. after the surgery she told she was going to go back into the wild. she got a little walker afterwards.
> 130424: i make out with billie eilish. my cousin came back to life and we redo the year and i spent "that day" with her instead. i gave her a really long hug and told her i was so glad she was back. her sister was there as well.
> 250224: i adopt 20 dogs, babysit my friend's baby in my old paddock and also go on holiday to bora bora.
> 140224: i'm complaining about nicole lepera to one of her partners. then i tell her about my travels.
> 130224: i am babysitting these japanese kids aged two and four. we are in a big hotel. i have to return the kids to their parents but they seem dodgy. the girl hugs me really tight and says i don't want to go. she had been leaving school early all week.
/ i was at pacific fair with my family, but there is a beach around the edge of it. we are sitting in the water. i am talking to my brother's girlfriend [random dream character]. she was talking about a comedy she is writing, kind of being a dick. i say, "that sound's just like the 2001 movie drop dead fred" to put her down. "there's really no shame in doing jobs just to get a paycheck, and i know doing movie remakes is one way of doing that". she was offended. after that we realise there are sharks in the water so we leave.
there were lots of ducks around too. i saay i really wanted to go to the beach because it's my first day back on the gold coast.
> 090224: driving in the car with my dog. my mum left him in the car overnight. i didn't realise he was in the car until i drove across a bridge. the bridge starts rising and somehow the car goes upside down. we are dangling upside down. / i am in a town somewhere, walking up a steep hill to get to an apartment block. a school friend is there and i was going to have lunch with her. another school friend was getting married.
i find myself with a friend's fiance, hiding in this dodgy apartments - someone is chasing us. we have to jump off a roof onto garbage bins but i am too scared. i tell him he will die if he jumps. / the joker is here and it looks like heath ledger, but for some reason i know it's jacob elordi. i thought, "wow it's the betrayal of the jokers".
> 280124: i'm stoned at work, but sitting outside on the oval at my old school. two of my old friends are there and they know i have a crush on a co-worker. later i am driving my car on my old street, but instead of the usual woods it is a mountainside where bushfires have been. then i am driving my car at high speeds through england. i visit a medieval castle and we all have to wear peasant clothes.
> 100124: i crash my car with my uncle in it but he is laughing. my parents had an 11th anniversary cake. i tried to eat grapes but they had shrunk and then cake was everywhere. i went clubbing with two friends, one of which were laughing hysterically at something. a girl was pole dancing and tried to encourage me to do it with her. then there was something about me catching a flight with my mum and sisters.
> 050124: my friend's brother tries t kill himself. jude law was my friend and went to school with me. then i'm at home and i'm on call for an orthopaedics service but i don't know anything about fractures. someone fractures his arm but is at another hospital already, and the fracture doesn't require surgery. then it starts snowing and raining, with lots of animals around. the dream ends with donkey kong trying to kill me.
> 241223: it's my wedding. i have an argument with my boyfriend and he broke a chair. people aren't sure if the wedding is going ahead. i see various family members and somehow get a ski-goggles sunburn.
> 271123: had a maths exam at my old school. had to take a cableway to get there. i don't know what i'm doing in the exam, don't finish and leave my answer booklet behind. i think i can fetch it and quickly scribble in answers but my teacher says he has to accompany me. luckily i wake up and decide to forget about the dream.
> 231123: my sister and i sitting in the great hall of our old school. a fight broke out. i was trying to be on best behaviour to get school captain.
> 151123: my parents come uninvited to house of the family i nanny for. they stay in a non-existent granny flat. my boss is annoyed but lets them stay.
> 081123: living in our old house. need to get luggage on a ship that is leaving but i don't get there in time. an ultrarunner is there and is about to go overseas.
> 071123: living in our old house. some sort of apocalyptic scenario as per usual. we hide in the forest. people come and kill my sister. i realise the forest is too sparse to hide in anyway. i try to go through a portal. years later, i am old, living in a forest hut. i'm in a lift pretending to be drunk and decrepit - hiding from the soldier that killed my sister. he recognises me. later on i realise it might have been a movie instead.
> 061123: on a river cruise in australia. we are in the first class cabins because my great uncle works for qantas or something? another dream in an art gallery with my boyfriend. yoshitomo nara art and a terrible installation where you just crawl through a plastic tube. i played some piano in another room. another dream about surfing in france, but the waves were all too big for me. a celebrity is there and kills someone with a "vicodin" overdose.
> 041123: doing a semester abroad at oxford university. something to do with my cousin but can't remember.
> 031123: muliple dreams that now escape my memory. one involved being assaulted.
> 191023: gave birth to two infants. abdomen not pregnant though and birth was easy. thought i gave birth to a stillborn, couldn't find the met call button but it turned out to be ok.
> 190923: at a waterpark with a steep slide. my grandfather went down before me. i met my cousin at the bottom in a clothing store. she was surprised we had already had her funeral. i told her she was really missed and gave her a big hug. we both cried. i asked her if she was OK, and she gave a sad smile and said, "not really."
